Friday, July 29, 2005
i'm sick! arrrrrrgh..... couldn't celebrate racial harmony day properly because i spent half the time having a headache. let's see... flu, sore throat [it sucks sucks sucks] n fever [38.0]
i would really really much rather have cough than sore throat... or sore eye... or watever watever. i can't stand sore throat. why? cos' u can't eat, u can't drink, u can't talk and u can't fall asleep cos' it's bothering u. Now i feel like getting those water-dropping tube thing inserted into my arm cos' i'm thristy but i can't drink. and i can only sms ppl or nod my head. y u c k s.
Y u C k S
and i can't decide whether i'm cold or hot. i'm sweating now but if i switch on the fan i feel really cold. lolx. and i'm walking around dragging my boster everywhere. sssiiigh
i'm sick of school and literially sick.
it allllll started with my sister. who got slight fever and den my mum and then me and then my second sister. so pathetic rite? plus my second sister got performance tml!!!
toffee beans stick to teeth[4:44 AM]
Saturday, July 09, 2005
hmm... went sand's house to play badminton on friday... actually we were suppose to go straight after sch... but we dragged and dragged and soon it was near evening. So all of us went and takeaway food to her hse and eat. Her mum made us some nice fruit platter. Honeydew, pear [green apple], cherry tomatoes [grapes] and er. i forgot wat's the last one. pineapple? anyway dat's the one i didn't eat. cos' i eat fruits after meal and by that time it was all gone. lolx.
oh. den we went to look at her mum's hUgE collection of hand-made earrings. wow. lolx
still very impressed even thought i've seen it before. Make me think abt my dolphin earrings and how i can't wear em' or any other earrings infact, cos' i let my ear hole close. all 3 of them. cos' there was this really bad infection. I'm going to pierce agian this year end. but i'm not sure if there will be some bad bad side effects cos' i already pierce at the same spot for abt 3 times already. But they keep getting infections. lolx. bad.
So abt 5? abt there i think, we went to play badminton!!! at first the wind was kinda strong. we played doubles, singles, triples, plastic bags, scooping up school [i graduated with a 'stand up' degree. good ok?!] and unfaithful partners who end up playing with 'the guy' and 'the lover'. lolx. by the time we went back, our right arms were paralysed and it was abt 8 plus?
on my way hm saw this really bad bike accident. this car ran over a bike. the victims were all taken away so luckily i didn't see any gruesome stuffs. Spagitti and i were freaking out when we saw the front wheel of the car on top of the whole bike. disgusting. i shudder to think of wat happened to the biker. yucks. bought frozen pizza for dinner and went hm. yupx. cutting really really short cos' it's lunch time now and my mum keeps asking me to eat first.
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:12 PM]
Thursday, July 07, 2005
these days.....
seem so l - o - n - g. . .
i seem to have lost my motivation to study.
issit bad? it's after all... only the start of the month and the term!
i hardly started studyin and already i'm unmotivated.
IT must be weird. I'm suppose to feel energised over the holiday and come back ready to study!
but now i'm not motivated, i have no will to study, i live life only for the weekends. you tell me
what's the meaning in that? there're some days when i wake up and feel that i'm doing all these
meaningless things that doesn't matter at all and why am i wasting a whole year of my life doing
that? sounds stupid?
Now even the weekends have no meaning. i can't go out or i'll feel guilty. i can't bear to touch my
textbooks. My sis just suggested that we go east coast park this weekend. I didn't feel anything.
i juz went back wiping the table. ahhh.....
toffee beans stick to teeth[6:33 AM]
Clara
21 Sep' 89
Cedar Girls' Sec
Cedar Guides
Temasek Design School
Hmm...
colours and non colours
Food! Pizza!
Milo addict!
Gaara
Music~world
drawing
slacking!
Eww...
chinese mushroom
prawns (unless they're cheese baked or cold prawn salad)
chrysanthamn tea
when the wind doesn't blow
hot dusty orange sunday afternoons with nothing to do
stuck in this world forever
wishin'
More sleep time!!!
holiday
a astronomical pocket watch
learn piano and guitar
draw like Wakaba, colour like Amano and handle photoshop like kagaya
sketch book
Apple Powerbook G4
Before i die...
see snow
see a sky choking with stars
have someone beside me who can tell me every single story behind the stars
lie on a grass slope and gaze at the cloudy sky
see shooting stars
see a wild meadow
see autumn
see a moon so huge it takes up the whole sky
see the northern lights
go Venice for Madi Gras Carnival
and finally... see the earth. from outer space.
DREAMER
by Michelle Keesling
I will not descend downward
Until after I have conquered that fear
Clasping stars within my hands
They shall not stray from my touch
I am a dreamer
My wings lie in my mind
Where they allow me to divide the clouds
As I ascend through their cotton-like tufts
One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow
It is filled with pure bliss and compassion
No one will ever be able to seize that from me
Although at times my eyes may look wounded
My strength has never fled
beanskin
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*March 2009
Starbeans drinks milo with ice.
The butterflies in the birdcage will direct you to some banana pancakes.
Playing: Dreamsome - Shelby Lynnes - Bridget Jones' Diary II
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